Mischief & Musings

AlishaTorn. 28. Writer/illustrator. X-Men: First Class. Mass Effect. Possibly too old for fandom but can't seem to quit. Usually at alishatorn.livejournal.com

silvermittt asked: I am so new to Tumblr, I have no idea how to go about sending someone a message, but I just wanted to say I love your work!!!!!!!!

Thank you so much! :D It took me a while to get used to Tumblr (I still think there are some things I’m not sure how to do), but I’m sure you’ll pick it up in no time!

MShenko Comic: “TREAD NOT” pages 1-2 (of 4)

WARNINGS: PLEASE READ!!

This comic is my fill for a non-con ME kink!meme prompt. It is: NC-17, VERY NSFW, and DUB-CON. Please note that if you read these two pages only it seems like outright NON-CON, so if you are triggered by this, please give this a skip outright (or wait until pages 3 and 4 are up before reading).


SPOILERS BELOW:
ORIGINAL PROMPT: Renegade!Kaidan/Paragon!ManShep - Non-Con: Yep, you read that right. I want some evil!Kaidan. So maybe everything plays out the same until their date on the citadel where Kaidan confesses his feelings for Shepard, only this Shepard isn’t into dudes and thinks of Kaidan as a brother. Regular Kaidan would simply move on here, but not evil!Kaidan. Shortly afterwards, evil!Kaidan decides the best way to get Shepard to return his feelings is by force. So he subdues Shepard (I’m thinking soldier class so he doesn’t have biotics) by drugging him or using stasis on him (preferably stasis), and rapes him. Bonus points if Shepard, despite not thinking he’s gay, gets really into it, causing him all sorts of confusion.

AUTHOR’S NOTE: This is not normally the type of prompt I fill, but once I started think about this prompt, I couldn’t stop. It’s one of those things that sticks to the back of your head, and it bothers you and bothers you until you have no choice but to put your pencil to paper and just get a fill out. I toyed with the notion of filling it as outright non-con, but in the end my love for MShenko won out and I ended up adding an ambiguous ray of hope at the end of it.

I appreciate that this kink is not everyone’s cup of tea, so again, if you are in any way triggered by non-con or dub-con, it’s best to give this one a skip.

**I’ll likely need another week (or two) to finish up pages 3 and 4, so I’m aiming for next weekend to put up the final pages.

clarounette asked: Please stop, you! You already got me addicted on Austin and Zane! :)

Oh gosh, I can’t help it! The kissing blows my mind! :O

I love the way these guys kiss. <3

I love the way these guys kiss. <3

(Source: austinzane)

rantsofafangirl:

Favorite Glee Ships: Jesse St James/Rachel Berry

SPOILERS for the Glee season finale.

So… I finally watched the end of Glee. A lot of folks were pissed off about the focus on Rachel, but I surprised myself by being okay about it. Also, Finn finally acts like a decent boyfriend and lets her go. I very rarely ship het couples, but the first thing that popped into my head was… can we have Rachel/Jesse now? Because the bit with them in the second to the last episode made me smile. (I personally think they’re better suited to each other than Finn and Rachel.) Also caught the Quinn/Rachel nod, which made me happy as well, haha.

Not a lot to say about the other cast members, but I feel like they tried to give everyone a bit of screen time to wrap up. There’s only so much you can put into a 42 minute episode, after all, and as fascinating as the rest of the cast is, Rachel is what got me watching in episode one. (No comment on her various romantic pairings, but I found her quite entertaining to watch.) It wasn’t until later on that Kurt, Blaine, Santana, etc. got more screen time and I enjoyed them as characters, and I wish they’d gotten more screen time in this last episode, but there you go. It’s fitting that they ended this run by going back to Rachel.

That said, I can happily live in the illusion that Rachel somehow meets Jesse in NY and they rule Broadway together. XD

Anonymous asked: Another mShenko comic?! :D Hopefully it will feature some more bottom!Kaidan :3

Mum’s the word until it’s released, but I’ll keep that in mind! :D

olster asked: Your blog is amazing, nothing else to say! I LOVE your mshenko art, plus FYL is the best story I've ever read. Looking forward for more and thank you for everything you do!

Aw, thank you, sweetie! :D I really appreciate your kind words! I’m actually doing another MShenko comic this week; hopefully it’ll be out by the weekend, along with another FYL update.

The bit where he cradles his head&#8230; &lt;3

The bit where he cradles his head… <3

(Source: cfgifs)

Why are they so adorable? Jeez.

Why are they so adorable? Jeez.

(Source: austinzane)

[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]
Eji

—Memories of Kaidan

spectre-status-recognized:

batterandflesh:

halyen:

countdown-to-your-extinction:

notthenoviceyouarelookingfor:

artsyneurotic:

I forgot my sketchpad at work, so for angst tuesday I’m reblogging my Memories of Kaidan audio mix.  If you haven’t heard it, check it out… if you have, re-indulge yourself in the angst  XD

FUUUUUUUUUUUUU THE FIRST THREE SECONDS IS ALL I NEEDED TO HEAR AUGH MY HEART IT HURTS SO BAD A;LDGKJSDFLKGJD

OH GOD NO

Oh god… why DID I PRESS PLAY?!

Oh gawd… I tried not to…but i never mad it half way before my feels cut in….

I wanted to get into Liara’s pants…now after hearing this I want to get into Kaidan’s pants……AGAIN!!!

I&#8230; just discovered Austin and Zane. Oh my god. This is the fastest I&#8217;ve ever whipped my credit card out for anything that wasn&#8217;t shoes.
Me: They&#8217;re&#8230; they&#8217;re so in love&#8230; ;_;
My Husband: You realize that dudes don&#8217;t actually throw rose petals on the bed before they have sex, right?
Me: OMGLETMELIVEINMYFANTASYOK

I… just discovered Austin and Zane. Oh my god. This is the fastest I’ve ever whipped my credit card out for anything that wasn’t shoes.

Me: They’re… they’re so in love… ;_;

My Husband: You realize that dudes don’t actually throw rose petals on the bed before they have sex, right?

Me: OMGLETMELIVEINMYFANTASYOK

shenkolove:

nerdgasmatic:

Mass Effect 3 Extended Cut DLC Will Feature Admiral Hackett, EDI, Kaidan“BioWare has been very tight-lipped about the content in Mass Effect 3’s Extended Cut DLC, which is designed to fill out the game’s ending. However, we at least know of three main characters that will be appearing in this DLC. Lance Henriksen and Tricia Helfer confirmed to G4 that they’ve both recently done some voiceover work for BioWare for “Extended Cut.” Henriksen and Helfer voiced Admiral Hackett and EDI, respectively in the Mass Effect series. “I just did another session with them…They were saying there’s a little bit of a problem with the abruptness of the ending,” Hendriksen said in the interview. “So we did a whole series of things to add to the end of the game, to live up to the quality they’ve been doing.” Commander Shepard’s other crew members will be making another appearance as well. Raphael Sbarge, the voice of Kaidan Alenko, confirmed earlier this month that he’s been working with BioWare as well. “Just when you thought I would never go back, they keep pulling me back in Mass Effect. Recording,” tweeted Sbarge. When BioWare announced Extended Cut, they mentioned that it would add new cinematics. However, they’ve been careful to point out that it won’t just be cutscenes. Their aim is to make ME3’s endings more personalized so that players choices are reflected. BioWare plans to release Extended Cut this summer for free. The backlash against the game’s original endings was so strong that this DLC will really need to be something special to win back gamers’ trust. Hopefully BioWare is up to the task. “-GamingBlend

OMGPLEASEGIVEMEAHAPPYSHENKOENDINGKTHNXBAI

However, they’ve been careful to point out that it won’t just be cutscenes.
However, they’ve been careful to point out that it won’t just be cutscenes.
However, they’ve been careful to point out that it won’t just be cutscenes.
However, they’ve been careful to point out that it won’t just be cutscenes.
If this is true, all my faith in Bioware will be restored. ;____;

shenkolove:

nerdgasmatic:

Mass Effect 3 Extended Cut DLC Will Feature Admiral Hackett, EDI, Kaidan

“BioWare has been very tight-lipped about the content in Mass Effect 3’s Extended Cut DLC, which is designed to fill out the game’s ending. However, we at least know of three main characters that will be appearing in this DLC. 

Lance Henriksen and Tricia Helfer confirmed to G4 that they’ve both recently done some voiceover work for BioWare for “Extended Cut.” Henriksen and Helfer voiced Admiral Hackett and EDI, respectively in the Mass Effect series. 

“I just did another session with them…They were saying there’s a little bit of a problem with the abruptness of the ending,” Hendriksen said in the interview. “So we did a whole series of things to add to the end of the game, to live up to the quality they’ve been doing.” 

Commander Shepard’s other crew members will be making another appearance as well. Raphael Sbarge, the voice of Kaidan Alenko, confirmed earlier this month that he’s been working with BioWare as well. 

“Just when you thought I would never go back, they keep pulling me back in Mass Effect. Recording,” tweeted Sbarge. 

When BioWare announced Extended Cut, they mentioned that it would add new cinematics. However, they’ve been careful to point out that it won’t just be cutscenes. Their aim is to make ME3’s endings more personalized so that players choices are reflected. 

BioWare plans to release Extended Cut this summer for free. The backlash against the game’s original endings was so strong that this DLC will really need to be something special to win back gamers’ trust. Hopefully BioWare is up to the task. “-GamingBlend

OMGPLEASEGIVEMEAHAPPYSHENKOENDINGKTHNXBAI

However, they’ve been careful to point out that it won’t just be cutscenes.

However, they’ve been careful to point out that it won’t just be cutscenes.

However, they’ve been careful to point out that it won’t just be cutscenes.

However, they’ve been careful to point out that it won’t just be cutscenes.

If this is true, all my faith in Bioware will be restored. ;____;

Renegade!Kaidan/Paragon!ManShep - Non-Con

“Yep, you read that right. I want some evil!Kaidan. So maybe everything plays out the same until their date on the citadel where Kaidan confesses his feelings for Shepard, only this Shepard isn’t into dudes and thinks of Kaidan as a brother. Regular Kaidan would simply move on here, but not evil!Kaidan.

Shortly afterwards, evil!Kaidan decides the best way to get Shepard to return his feelings is by force. So he subdues Shepard (I’m thinking soldier class so he doesn’t have biotics) by drugging him or using stasis on him (preferably stasis), and rapes him.

Bonus points if Shepard, despite not thinking he’s gay, gets really into it, causing him all sorts of confusion.”

I was perusing the kink!meme and came across this prompt. Just checking, but if I fill this (with a comic), I’m going to burn in hell, right? ;_____;